Why look back, think back, aim back, or even long for 'back' ..cuz I thought you weren't really plannin' on goin' in that direction where you've already been ....or were you?
Egypt so to speak ..it ain't for you.
"Not that I have already obtained it or have already become perfect, but I press on so that I may lay hold of that for which also I was laid hold of by Christ Jesus. Brethren, I do not regard myself as having laid hold of it yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus..." ~Paul, 3/13philippians
"'Why is the Lord bringing us into this land, to fall by the sword? Our wives and our little ones will become plunder; would it not be better for us to return to Egypt?' So they said to one another, 'Let us appoint a leader and return to Egypt.'" 14/4numbers.c.context